Feels, Thoughts and Us...

It’s been years and years, But it still rings in my ears The question remains unanswered Is this uncertainty or the fear? Some ask it with a grin, some with a smile The question being important I can’t avoid them, but for a while. What is it, that holds me back I fear talking, I fear smiling, What is it that I really lack? May be confidence, may be belief An issue so serious, I just can’t answer it in brief. Confused at times, clueless at times, How am I supposed to answers others? I desperately need an answer Rather sooner than later. I feel so helpless and so dejected, At times I even feel neglected, Will I ever get an answer? The question still remains unanswered.

One fine evening, I and a friend of mine, left the premises of our apartment on a bike, while humming songs and enjoying soft breeze. The scenario was that, we were on a Bajaj Pulsar 220cc and were going to a temple, some 2 kilometers away from our apartment. But, if things in life were so simple, who would enjoy it?? This time, the excitement was brought in by a stranger. We had barely crossed the entrance gate of our apartment, when a young and hot-blooded guy happened to cross us over on the left side. That’s pretty normal, isn’t it? But he spiced up the incident in two ways. Firstly, he brushed his bike and body with ours. Secondly, after going about 150 to 160 meters ahead of us, he turned around and smirked along with a gesture! Things were so simple when we were kids. Very less degrees of emotions and much more fun; who cared about any gestures!! I only knew the use of two fingers. I used the ‘little finger’ to signify that my bladder was full. The other one was ‘thumb’, which...

Destiny is at stake, My worth has become fake; God is mocking at me, Saying - "its the icing on your cake!!" All throughout these years, The same lines ring in my ears; Man! you are the highway, Where only failure shifts up gears.. I know not to where I am heading, Least I know where I would reach; Time has bound me in shackles, Saying - "I got a lesson to teach!!" On life's never-ending marathon, I ran without any hitch; Regretting the mistakes I made on my way, Now, I am ready to be dumped in a ditch.. I am desperately fighting for justice, For the crimes I never committed; Constantly having a war with myself, I conscioulsy lie defeated.. I tried treading success, But found myself in a complete mess; For what I know, I've become a lost pawn, In a shrewd game called chess.. Blocking my path is a sturdy mountain, Covered with, rocks of problems and disappointments as trees; But, smitten by the thought of getting success, Slowly, I am digging a tunnel to peac...

I took the final left turn before the long straight. I could see a car by the end of it. That meant I would overtake him by a lap in some time. But when I looked into the rear view mirror, I could see the car of Sebastian Vettel; that’s when I stepped on the gas. Within few seconds I was doing 286 kmph on the straight stretch of road. I kept pushing as I neared another corner. Next I heard some instructions on the radio. It wasn’t clear but I thought I heard “This is the last lap before the pits”. As I wasn’t sure so I said “Repeat please”. I got some reply, but again extremely hazy. I concentrated on the voice. And I heard “Get up dear, its 8.20 now, we got to leave by 9.” I could barely open my eyes, but I saw my mom standing beside me.                 That’s when I realized it was all a DREAM, nothing but a DREAM. But whatever it was, I Loved every bit of it. Driving a Ferrari F10 in the Shanghai Grand Prix....

Lots to speak, but less to jot down, Amongst the enthralling audience, I am feeling like a clown, In the world, where there are performers, I am going down and down and down.. Prying through souls, in search of my destiny, Paved the path, crushing obstacles that I own, I ran & ran to reach the crown, But, instead I got the Failure’s gown.. I wish I had flown, with someone very much grown, With wings of Love, and feathers of Wisdom alone, I know the fact that, it’s never too late, To wrap things up, with seeds of Success I had sown…

I could barely open my eyes, but surely could feel the voluminous thing on my shoulders called ‘HEAD’. Few things still had not changed since last night. Primarily, the 5.1 channel speaker system was still booming with the tracks of House and Trance. The music urged me to get into groove and I started to lose myself all over again. But something reverberated inside my head-“haven’t I already lost myself!!!!” Withstanding a ruthless headache, I managed to see 7 bottles of Tuborg strong, of which 3 still had the vigor to stand tall, while the rest had crumpled down to the floor. Also, lazing around on the table were, three buckets of KFC and four packets of gold flake. The first thing that came to my mind was that, last night I was attacked by the likes of Ajmal Kasab and his friends. As soon as I looked on to the other sections of the room, I was amazed at the peace with which the things were. I was quite content with the room’s condition and realized Ajmal was perhaps somewhere in a h...

Hi Everyone… While pondering over the introductory part of this blog, we thought of writing the way, in which we hit upon this title… Well, thoughts and feelings are like derivatives of memories… While memories remain engraved in our minds permanently, thoughts & feelings give us a temporary aura of happiness or sadness… J So, the best way to keep them alive in us, is to jot them down somewhere, where they can be cherished always. Hence, this blog came into being, which is concerned about “thoughts”, “feelings” and of course “Us”; P.S.: We don’t write in diaries. J Don’t worry guys. The title includes “U” too… At the end of the day, it’s only “U” who will make this beginning to grow into a saga…… Here every word rhymes, and every alphabet sings, My friend, This is the blog, where feelings flourish, and thoughts don wings…